What if I don't eat anything at all for 3 days?
I know that if I can refrain from eating anything past 2 days, their will be a lightheadedness feeling coming over. That kind of feeling is rather addictive even. Like some kinda drugs. It can put people in a weird euphoric state. That may explain why religious people tend to fast
So now, I should put my todo list here, everyday.
By the way, just now I dreamt a strange dream. I saw my dead grandma in my dream at our old house. Then I asked her : Is there God? She said :Yes. Then I became irritated and explained to her that there was probably no God, because if there is really a God, that created human, then who created that God then? That is a paradox in itself. Then she began to keep quiet and acknowledged that I am probably right...
Strange that this God thing has come to my mind. I even dreamt of it. How irritating.
It is probably a struggle between my rational mind to let go of the idea of God and the mind that wants comfort, so it needs to hang on to that thought.Lingering sense of fear as well.Perhaps it's true that indoctrination of untruth by means of threatening of hell fire is scary indeed. A form of psychological abuse. When will that struggle between rationality and cowardice end?
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